Dear Deviant Art,


This year is so far blowing my mind! High school was a bit of a metronome. In, out, in, out, etc. Not that that was a bad thing! I'd kill for some rhythm but time seemed to go relatively fast I think. Nowadays what happened 2 weeks ago felt like months ago. I was in uni for three weeks (felt a long time), out of uni for a month (felt a long time), got another occupation (feels like I've been in it forever but it's only been a month), it's strange to say the least.

I'm really excited though! Ask me why... Okay! Well because I've got a photoshoot in the makings... And it'll be brilliant. I contacted TAFE and they said they're accepting applications in January of next year so I'm building a portfolio! Just to clarify, I don't know why I chose environmental science, It was my choice however... I got swept up in the notion of it being nice to say in conversation I think lol. "I'm studying environmental science, admire my intellect, I'm going to earn a lot of money" Pfft. Someone should've hit me with a massive steel pole because I was being a massive steel pole. Paying for it now though, waiting 12 months till I can do what I want to do. But it'll be a good 12 months!

Went to the gold coast with thomas for easter. Never seen such a beautiful scene hey. We went to the beach while it was spitting and the ocean was this crazy blue, grey. And it was just rolling and tumbling onto the beach and it was cold but we went swimming anyway and it was like the ideal temperature. I know I sound like a try hard poetic noob but! haha seriously, the ocean was incredibly beautiful. i think i'd like the beach more if it didn't fucking kill your skin and make cancer.

I really miss people. I have my man and my work, which I'm incredibly happy with, but I'm missing the friend part... I don't miss the external people... I miss the close ones. If you think you're one of them please call me. This is directed to Tj mostly lol. I know the last time we spoke it was sorta awkward but I don't know, I think I'm sort of jealous of you... like when you talk about other people, i'm like, no, you're my tj and I just want to keep you to myself and put you in my backyard with some paints. So I'm sorry for that. But yeah I think I just get sort of protective isn't the word but it might be? My tj, no one elses...

But to Maddie and Kathleen and anyone else, ring me, talk to me, I miss you...

Let's...do something...